Just because Elijah served Yahweh and did so in a powerful way as a prophet, does not mean he never experienced fear or felt overwhelmed. Faith does not always cancel out fear or makes us feel like we can handle everything that comes at us.
The Father had just done mighty miracles through Elijah on Mount Carmel as documented in 1 Kings 18. During these events, he executed the 450 prophets of Baal, a false god whom Jezebel favored. This was after he hid for three years from the king during a drought brought on by Yahweh due to the wickedness of Ahab. He had a tough couple years, and it seemed it was going to continue.
Elijah Flees from Jezebel
1Now Ahab told Jezebel all that Elijah had done, and how he had killed all the prophets with the sword. 2Then Jezebel sent a messenger to Elijah, saying, “So may the gods do to me and even more, if I do not make your life as the life of one of them by tomorrow about this time.” 3And he was afraid and arose and ran for his life and came to Beersheba, which belongs to Judah, and left his servant there. 4But he himself went a day’s journey into the wilderness, and came and sat down under a juniper tree; and he requested for himself that he might die, and said, “It is enough; now, O LORD, take my life, for I am not better than my fathers.” 5He lay down and slept under a juniper tree; and behold, there was an angel touching him, and he said to him, “Arise, eat.” 6Then he looked and behold, there was at his head a bread cake baked on hot stones, and a jar of water. So he ate and drank and lay down again. 7The angel of the LORD came again a second time and touched him and said, “Arise, eat, because the journey is too great for you.” 8So he arose and ate and drank, and went in the strength of that food forty days and forty nights to Horeb, the mountain of God.
I find it interesting that Ahab would not kill Elijah, but would allow Jezebel to do so. Perhaps killing a prophet of Yahweh was one step to far even for him. We see the same in the beginning of 1 Kings 18, where it documents that Jezebel was killing the prophets of Yahweh, not Ahab. We also see Jezebel send the message saying “…so may the gods do to me…”. She was clearly lost in idols and false gods and zealous to destroy the things of the one true God.
So after all that Elijah has been through, having been part of the wonderous miracle of Yahweh on Mount Carmel, now he is filled with fear again and on the run. He is worn out and has had enough. He comes before the Father and asks to die. Our loving Father meets him in that place and provides for him and cares for him to revive and strengthen him. Don’t miss that it appears that these meals provided by Yahweh seem to have carried Elijah over the next 40 days on his journey to Mount Horeb. Supernatural to be sure.
Our Father knows what He asks of us. He knows what we experience for Him. He is able to sustain us and help us in any situation. Let us always turn to Him for our strength and courage and endurance.
I am reminded of Isaiah 40:29-31.
29He gives strength to the weary,
And to him who lacks might He increases power.
30Though youths grow weary and tired,
And vigorous young men stumble badly,
31Yet those who wait for the LORD
Will gain new strength;
They will mount up with wings like eagles,
They will run and not get tired,
They will walk and not become weary.
And I am also reminded of how the LORD was with Joshua. The book of Joshua refers to God’s instruction for him to be strong and courageous four times in chapter 1 alone.
Do not think the LORD is not with you because you may feel scared. Do not think the LORD is with you because you are tired. Wait on the LORD and He will provide strength and endurance.
As a parting side note, that may make some uncomfortable… Yahweh gives every appearance with being pleased and supportive of the execution of the prophets of Baal. He did not consider it murder. They were misleading the people to follow after false gods and away from Him. In a way, it was like a war for the people of Israel. Yet, Jezebel will not fair well in her pursuit to murder Elijah. It goes without saying, however, that we need be very careful in trying to apply such observations in our lives today. I do not recommend anyone take it upon themselves to kill others unless it is in self defense and you are fearing for your life or someone else’s.
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