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When God Makes You Stand (Exodus 7:1-13)

What do you do when God calls you to stand firm—but the world refuses to listen?

Key Verse:
“Then the LORD said to Moses, ‘See, I make you as God to Pharaoh, and your brother Aaron shall be your prophet.’” —Exodus 7:1 NASB

Background Context:
In Exodus 3–6, God calls Moses, overcomes his objections, and establishes him and Aaron as His chosen servants. Despite their obedience, Pharaoh has already responded with resistance, and the burden on Israel has increased.

Now in Exodus 7:1–13, God begins a new phase. The confrontation between God and Pharaoh becomes direct and unmistakable. This is no longer preparation—this is the beginning of God demonstrating His authority over Egypt and its king.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Exodus 7:1-13

“I Will Stretch Out My Hand”

      1Then the LORD said to Moses, “See, I make you as God to Pharaoh, and your brother Aaron shall be your prophet. 2“You shall speak all that I command you, and your brother Aaron shall speak to Pharaoh that he let the sons of Israel go out of his land. 3“But I will harden Pharaoh’s heart that I may multiply My signs and My wonders in the land of Egypt. 4“When Pharaoh does not listen to you, then I will lay My hand on Egypt and bring out My hosts, My people the sons of Israel, from the land of Egypt by great judgments. 5“The Egyptians shall know that I am the LORD, when I stretch out My hand on Egypt and bring out the sons of Israel from their midst.” 6So Moses and Aaron did it; as the LORD commanded them, thus they did. 7Moses was eighty years old and Aaron eighty-three, when they spoke to Pharaoh.

Aaron’s Rod Becomes a Serpent

      8Now the LORD spoke to Moses and Aaron, saying, 9“When Pharaoh speaks to you, saying, ‘Work a miracle,’ then you shall say to Aaron, ‘Take your staff and throw it down before Pharaoh, that it may become a serpent.’” 10So Moses and Aaron came to Pharaoh, and thus they did just as the LORD had commanded; and Aaron threw his staff down before Pharaoh and his servants, and it became a serpent. 11Then Pharaoh also called for the wise men and the sorcerers, and they also, the magicians of Egypt, did the same with their secret arts. 12For each one threw down his staff and they turned into serpents. But Aaron’s staff swallowed up their staffs. 13Yet Pharaoh’s heart was hardened, and he did not listen to them, as the LORD had said.

Reflection on Exodus 7:1–13:
God begins by redefining Moses’ role. Moses is told he will be “as God” to Pharaoh, with Aaron serving as his prophet. This does not mean Moses is divine, but that he is acting as God’s representative—speaking with His authority.

This is a significant shift.

Moses had been focused on his weakness—his speech, his confidence, his ability. But God redirects the focus entirely. This is not about Moses’ ability. It is about God’s authority working through him.

God then makes something very clear: Pharaoh will not listen.

“I will harden Pharaoh’s heart…”

This is important for understanding obedience. God is not calling Moses to succeed by human standards. He is calling Moses to obey, even when the immediate result is resistance.

This aligns with the pattern we have already seen:

  • God calls
  • Obedience follows
  • Resistance increases

But none of this means God’s plan is failing.

In fact, God reveals that through Pharaoh’s resistance, He will multiply His signs and wonders. What appears to be opposition is actually part of God displaying His power more fully.

Moses and Aaron obey. They do exactly as the LORD commanded.

This simple statement carries great weight. After all the hesitation, doubt, and questions, they now step forward in obedience—not because they feel ready, but because they trust God.

Then comes the first sign before Pharaoh.

Aaron throws down his staff, and it becomes a serpent. This is a direct demonstration of God’s power. However, Pharaoh’s magicians replicate the sign through their secret arts.

This introduces an important tension.

At times, what God does may appear to be imitated or countered by the world. Not everything that looks powerful or supernatural is from God.

But the outcome makes the difference clear.

Aaron’s staff swallows the staffs of the magicians.

God’s power is not equal to the world’s power—it is greater.

Even so, Pharaoh’s heart remains hardened. He refuses to listen, just as God said he would.

This passage teaches us several important truths.

First, obedience is not dependent on immediate results. We are called to speak and act as God directs, even when others resist.

Second, opposition does not mean failure. God often works through resistance to accomplish His greater purposes.

Third, God’s authority is unmatched. What the world imitates, God surpasses.

Finally, we are reminded that being used by God is not about our qualifications, but about our willingness to obey.

Moses once doubted he could even speak. Now he stands before the most powerful ruler in the world as God’s appointed messenger.

The same principle applies to us. When God calls us to speak truth, stand firm, or act in obedience, He is not asking us to rely on our strength—but on His.

Application:

  • Obey God even when you expect resistance.
  • Do not measure success by immediate results.
  • Trust that God’s authority is greater than any opposition.
  • Be discerning—test what you see against God’s truth.
  • Step forward in faith, knowing God equips those He sends.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank You for calling me to walk in obedience, even when it is difficult. Help me not to be discouraged by resistance, but to trust in Your greater plan. Give me boldness to speak truth and confidence in Your authority. Remind me that it is not my strength, but Yours, that accomplishes Your purposes. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.
John Golda


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Faith in the Face of Resistance (Exodus 5:1-9)

Have you ever obeyed God—only to have things get worse instead of better?

Key Verse:
“But Pharaoh said, ‘Who is the LORD that I should obey His voice to let Israel go? I do not know the LORD, and besides, I will not let Israel go.’” —Exodus 5:2 NASB

Background Context:
In Exodus 3–4, God calls Moses, overcomes his objections, and brings him to a place of obedience. Moses moves from reluctance to action, stepping forward in faith to do what God commanded.

This begins a clear spiritual progression: God calls, we wrestle with doubt, we choose obedience—and then we encounter resistance. Exodus 5 marks the moment where obedience meets real opposition.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Exodus 5

Israel’s Labor Increased

      1And afterward Moses and Aaron came and said to Pharaoh, “Thus says the LORD, the God of Israel, ‘Let My people go that they may celebrate a feast to Me in the wilderness.’” 2But Pharaoh said, “Who is the LORD that I should obey His voice to let Israel go? I do not know the LORD, and besides, I will not let Israel go.” 3Then they said, “The God of the Hebrews has met with us. Please, let us go a three days’ journey into the wilderness that we may sacrifice to the LORD our God, otherwise He will fall upon us with pestilence or with the sword.” 4But the king of Egypt said to them, “Moses and Aaron, why do you draw the people away from their work? Get back to your labors!” 5Again Pharaoh said, “Look, the people of the land are now many, and you would have them cease from their labors!” 6So the same day Pharaoh commanded the taskmasters over the people and their foremen, saying, 7“You are no longer to give the people straw to make brick as previously; let them go and gather straw for themselves. 8“But the quota of bricks which they were making previously, you shall impose on them; you are not to reduce any of it. Because they are lazy, therefore they cry out, ‘Let us go and sacrifice to our God.’ 9“Let the labor be heavier on the men, and let them work at it so that they will pay no attention to false words.”

Reflection on Exodus 5:1–9:
Moses and Aaron finally stand before Pharaoh and deliver God’s command: “Let My people go.” This is a bold act of obedience. Moses is no longer making excuses—he is doing exactly what God told him to do.

But instead of immediate success, they are met with rejection.

Pharaoh responds, “Who is the LORD that I should obey His voice?” This is not just defiance against Moses—it is defiance against God Himself. Pharaoh does not acknowledge God’s authority and refuses to submit.

This moment is important. Obedience to God does not guarantee immediate results. In fact, it often exposes resistance that was already there.

Pharaoh then makes the situation worse. He increases the burden on the Israelites by requiring them to gather their own straw while maintaining the same workload. What had already been difficult now becomes even more oppressive.

From a human perspective, this would seem like failure. Moses obeyed, and conditions worsened.

This is where many people struggle in their walk with God.

We trust Him, but we also expect to see results quickly. When those results do not come—or when things become more difficult—it is easy to become discouraged.

Yet God has already warned us that His ways are not our ways.

“For My thoughts are not your thoughts, nor are your ways My ways,” declares the LORD. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are My ways higher than your ways and My thoughts than your thoughts.” —Isaiah 55:8–9

God not only works differently in how He accomplishes His plans, but also in when He fulfills them. We tend to look for quick results, but God works according to His perfect timing.

Scripture reminds us:

“The LORD is good to those who wait for Him, to the person who seeks Him. It is good that he waits silently for the salvation of the LORD.” —Lamentations 3:25–26

“Yet those who wait for the LORD will gain new strength; they will mount up with wings like eagles, they will run and not get tired, they will walk and not become weary.” —Isaiah 40:31

Even Moses would soon become discouraged when things did not improve immediately. But this was not outside of God’s plan. In fact, God had already told him this would happen:

“But I know that the king of Egypt will not permit you to go, except under compulsion. So I will stretch out My hand and strike Egypt with all My miracles which I shall do in the midst of it; and after that he will let you go.” —Exodus 3:19–20

This means that the resistance Moses encountered was not failure—it was confirmation that God’s plan was unfolding exactly as He said.

This reveals an important truth:

God’s delays are not His absence.
God’s resistance is not His rejection.

This fits the pattern we see developing:

God calls → we struggle → we obey → resistance comes.

Exodus 5 reminds us that opposition is not a sign that we are outside of God’s will. It is often the place where God is preparing to demonstrate His power.

The question is not whether we will face resistance—but whether we will remain faithful when we do.

Application:

  • Do not assume that difficulty means you are outside of God’s will.
  • Be patient and trust in God’s timing rather than expecting immediate results.
  • Stay faithful to what God has called you to do, even when things get harder.
  • Remember that God is working even when you cannot yet see the outcome.
  • Strengthen your faith to continue in obedience despite opposition.

Closing Prayer:
Father, help me to remain faithful when obedience becomes difficult. Teach me to trust in Your timing and not my own expectations. When I face resistance or discouragement, remind me that You are still working and that Your plans are unfolding perfectly. Give me the strength to wait on You and continue walking in obedience. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Learning Through Failure (Exodus 2:11-25)

Have you ever taken a step you thought was right—only to see it end in failure and hardship?

Key Verse:
“When Pharaoh heard of this matter, he tried to kill Moses. But Moses fled from the presence of Pharaoh and settled in the land of Midian…” —Exodus 2:15 NASB

Background Context:
After the remarkable rescue of Moses as an infant, the story jumps forward many years in Exodus. Moses has grown up in Pharaoh’s household, educated and raised with privilege. Yet he knows he is Hebrew and sees the harsh oppression his people endure.

One day Moses witnesses an Egyptian beating a Hebrew slave and intervenes. What follows changes the course of his life and begins a long season of preparation far from Egypt.

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Exodus 2:11-25

  11Now it came about in those days, when Moses had grown up, that he went out to his brethren and looked on their hard labors; and he saw an Egyptian beating a Hebrew, one of his brethren. 12So he looked this way and that, and when he saw there was no one around, he struck down the Egyptian and hid him in the sand. 13He went out the next day, and behold, two Hebrews were fighting with each other; and he said to the offender, “Why are you striking your companion?” 14But he said, “Who made you a prince or a judge over us? Are you intending to kill me as you killed the Egyptian?” Then Moses was afraid and said, “Surely the matter has become known.”

Moses Escapes to Midian

      15When Pharaoh heard of this matter, he tried to kill Moses. But Moses fled from the presence of Pharaoh and settled in the land of Midian, and he sat down by a well.

      16Now the priest of Midian had seven daughters; and they came to draw water and filled the troughs to water their father’s flock. 17Then the shepherds came and drove them away, but Moses stood up and helped them and watered their flock. 18When they came to Reuel their father, he said, “Why have you come back so soon today?” 19So they said, “An Egyptian delivered us from the hand of the shepherds, and what is more, he even drew the water for us and watered the flock.” 20He said to his daughters, “Where is he then? Why is it that you have left the man behind? Invite him to have something to eat.” 21Moses was willing to dwell with the man, and he gave his daughter Zipporah to Moses. 22Then she gave birth to a son, and he named him Gershom, for he said, “I have been a sojourner in a foreign land.”

23Now it came about in the course of those many days that the king of Egypt died. And the sons of Israel sighed because of the bondage, and they cried out; and their cry for help because of their bondage rose up to God. 24So God heard their groaning; and God remembered His covenant with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob. 25God saw the sons of Israel, and God took notice of them.

Reflection on Exodus 2:11–25:
Moses likely believed he was ready to help deliver his people. Seeing injustice, he stepped in and killed the Egyptian who was beating a Hebrew slave. Though Moses intended to defend the oppressed, his action was driven by anger and done outside of God’s timing.

When the event became known, Pharaoh sought to kill him, and Moses fled into the wilderness of Midian.

At first glance this may appear to be the end of Moses’ calling. The man raised in a palace now becomes a fugitive shepherd in a foreign land. Yet something important about Moses’ character becomes clear during this time.

Failure did not cause Moses to abandon his desire to help others.

When he arrives in Midian, Moses again encounters injustice. Shepherds attempt to drive away the daughters of Reuel as they come to water their flocks. This time Moses intervenes wisely, protecting them and helping water the animals. His willingness to help others opens the door for him to remain in Midian, eventually marrying Zipporah and beginning a family.

We are all capable of making mistakes when we attempt to act in faith or confront wrongdoing. The greater mistake is allowing those failures to discourage us from continuing to serve God. Moses learned from his experience and continued to stand up for what was right.

During these years in Midian, Moses’ life changed dramatically. The man raised in power now lived quietly as a shepherd. What may have felt like exile was actually preparation. God was shaping humility, patience, and dependence in the one who would one day lead a nation.

Meanwhile, Israel remained in Egypt under heavy oppression. The people groaned under their suffering and cried out to God. Scripture tells us that God heard their groaning and remembered His covenant with Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.

This does not mean God had forgotten His promise. Rather, it emphasizes that the cries of His people matter to Him. He sees their suffering and responds according to His perfect timing.

Often in our own lives we may feel that God is distant when we face hardship. We may look to human solutions first and feel discouraged when they fail. Yet Scripture reminds us that God desires His people to cry out to Him. He hears the prayers of those who seek Him and trust in His ways.

While Israel cried out in Egypt and Moses lived quietly in Midian, God was preparing both the deliverer and the moment of deliverance.

What seemed like delay was actually divine preparation.

Application:

  • Do not allow past mistakes to stop you from continuing to serve God.

  • Learn from failure and grow in wisdom and humility.

  • Continue helping others and standing against injustice.

  • Cry out to God in seasons of hardship rather than relying only on human solutions.

  • Trust that God may be preparing you during seasons that feel quiet or difficult.

Closing Prayer:
Father, help me to trust You even when my plans fall apart. Teach me to learn from my mistakes rather than be discouraged by them. Strengthen my desire to stand for what is right and to help others in need. When I face hardship, remind me to cry out to You and rely on Your wisdom and timing. Prepare my heart to serve You faithfully wherever You place me. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


Do you know for sure if you will go to heaven or hell when you die? Are you experiencing in your life the peace and joy of a personal relationship with our Creator and Father? Learn more about salvation through The Message of the Cross.

God Is Our Refuge (Psalm 46)

When the world feels unstable, where do you run?

Key Verse:
“God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.” —Psalm 46:1 NASB

Background Context:
Psalm 46 is attributed to the sons of Korah and is often associated with times of national crisis. The imagery is dramatic—mountains shaking, waters roaring, nations raging. Yet in the midst of turmoil, the psalm proclaims unwavering confidence in God’s presence and protection.

This psalm shifts from chaos to calm, from fear to trust, and from turmoil to worship.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Psalm 46

God the Refuge of His People.

For the choir director. A Psalm of the sons of Korah, set to Alamoth. A Song.

1God is our refuge and strength,
A very present help in trouble.

      2Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change
And though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea;

      3Though its waters roar and foam,
Though the mountains quake at its swelling pride.

Selah.

      4There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
The holy dwelling places of the Most High.

      5God is in the midst of her, she will not be moved;
God will help her when morning dawns.

      6The nations made an uproar, the kingdoms tottered;
He raised His voice, the earth melted.

      7The LORD of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Selah.

      8Come, behold the works of the LORD,
Who has wrought desolations in the earth.

      9He makes wars to cease to the end of the earth;
He breaks the bow and cuts the spear in two;
He burns the chariots with fire.

      10“Cease striving and know that I am God;
I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth.”

      11The LORD of hosts is with us;
The God of Jacob is our stronghold.

Reflection on Psalm 46:
The psalm begins with a bold declaration: God is our refuge and strength. Not was. Not might be. Is. He is described as a very present help—immediate, accessible, near.

The imagery intensifies quickly. Mountains fall into the sea. Waters roar and foam. Nations rage. Kingdoms totter. Everything that appears stable begins to collapse. Yet the people of God declare, “We will not fear.”

The reason is not denial of danger—it is confidence in presence. “The Lord of hosts is with us.” This refrain anchors the psalm. God is not distant from the shaking world; He stands in the midst of His people.

In contrast to roaring waters and raging nations, we are commanded: “Be still, and know that I am God.” This is not merely a call to quietness—it is a call to cease striving, to release anxious control, and to recognize His sovereign authority over history.

Psalm 46 reminds us that security is not found in stable circumstances but in a steadfast God. When the earth shakes, He does not.

Application:

  • Run to God first when circumstances feel unstable.

  • Refuse fear by anchoring yourself in His presence.

  • Remember that God’s power is greater than global chaos.

  • Practice stillness as an act of trust, not passivity.

  • Declare truth aloud when anxiety rises.

Closing Prayer:
Father, You are my refuge and strength. When life feels uncertain and the world seems unstable, help me trust in Your steady presence. Teach me to be still, to release fear, and to rest in Your sovereignty. Anchor my heart in the truth that You are with me. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


Do you know for sure if you will go to heaven or hell when you die? Are you experiencing in your life the peace and joy of a personal relationship with our Creator and Father? Learn more about salvation through The Message of the Cross.

Grief That Reflects Faith (Genesis 50:1–14)

How do you grieve in a way that reflects trust in God’s promises?

Key Verse:
“Then his sons carried him to the land of Canaan and buried him in the cave of the field of Machpelah…” —Genesis 50:13 NASB

Background Context:
Genesis 50 opens with the death of Jacob. Having given his final instructions and declared his faith in God’s covenant promises, Jacob breathes his last. What follows is not hurried or detached. Joseph mourns deeply, and Egypt itself participates in honoring Jacob.

This chapter completes Jacob’s earthly journey and affirms the covenant hope that defined his final words.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Genesis 50:1-14

The Death of Israel

      1Then Joseph fell on his father’s face, and wept over him and kissed him. 2Joseph commanded his servants the physicians to embalm his father. So the physicians embalmed Israel. 3Now forty days were required for it, for such is the period required for embalming. And the Egyptians wept for him seventy days.

      4When the days of mourning for him were past, Joseph spoke to the household of Pharaoh, saying, “If now I have found favor in your sight, please speak to Pharaoh, saying, 5‘My father made me swear, saying, “Behold, I am about to die; in my grave which I dug for myself in the land of Canaan, there you shall bury me.” Now therefore, please let me go up and bury my father; then I will return.’” 6Pharaoh said, “Go up and bury your father, as he made you swear.”

      7So Joseph went up to bury his father, and with him went up all the servants of Pharaoh, the elders of his household and all the elders of the land of Egypt, 8and all the household of Joseph and his brothers and his father’s household; they left only their little ones and their flocks and their herds in the land of Goshen. 9There also went up with him both chariots and horsemen; and it was a very great company. 10When they came to the threshing floor of Atad, which is beyond the Jordan, they lamented there with a very great and sorrowful lamentation; and he observed seven days mourning for his father. 11Now when the inhabitants of the land, the Canaanites, saw the mourning at the threshing floor of Atad, they said, “This is a grievous mourning for the Egyptians.” Therefore it was named Abel-mizraim, which is beyond the Jordan.

Burial at Machpelah

      12Thus his sons did for him as he had charged them; 13for his sons carried him to the land of Canaan and buried him in the cave of the field of Machpelah before Mamre, which Abraham had bought along with the field for a burial site from Ephron the Hittite. 14After he had buried his father, Joseph returned to Egypt, he and his brothers, and all who had gone up with him to bury his father.

Reflection on Genesis 50:1–14:
Joseph’s grief is immediate and unrestrained. He falls on his father and weeps. Scripture does not portray mourning as weakness or lack of faith. Even a man who trusts God deeply still feels loss profoundly.

The mourning extends beyond Joseph. The Egyptians observe seventy days of grief — an extraordinary display of honor. Jacob, though not Egyptian, is treated with respect because of Joseph’s position. Yet the burial itself does not take place in Egypt.

Joseph carefully fulfills his father’s request. Permission is sought from Pharaoh, and a great procession returns to Canaan. The journey is deliberate, public, and reverent. Jacob is buried exactly where he asked — in the cave of Machpelah, alongside Abraham and Isaac.

This burial is more than family tradition. It is covenant alignment. Though Jacob lived his final years in Egypt, he chose to be buried in the land of promise. His death does not erase the covenant — it confirms his confidence in it.

Grief and faith coexist in this passage. Tears flow freely, yet hope remains anchored. Jacob is buried in Canaan because the story is not finished. God’s promises are still unfolding.

Genesis 50 reminds us that faithful living includes faithful grieving. We honor those who have gone before us, but we do so with hope rooted in God’s promises.

Application:

  • Allow yourself to grieve honestly while still trusting God’s faithfulness.

  • Honor the legacy of faith left by those before you.

  • Anchor hope in God’s promises even in seasons of loss.

  • Remember that death does not cancel covenant.

  • Live and finish with your identity rooted in God’s promise, not present location.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank You for the hope that sustains us even in grief. Teach me to mourn with trust and to honor the faith of those who have gone before me. Help me anchor my life in Your promises and walk forward with confidence that Your purposes continue beyond what I can see. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


Do you know for sure if you will go to heaven or hell when you die? Are you experiencing in your life the peace and joy of a personal relationship with our Creator and Father? Learn more about salvation through The Message of the Cross.

Hope That Leads Me Home (Psalm 43)

When your heart feels heavy, where do you ask God to lead you?

Key Verse:
“O send out Your light and Your truth, let them lead me; let them bring me to Your holy hill and to Your dwelling places.” —Psalm 43:3 NASB

Background Context:
Psalm 43 continues the emotional and spiritual movement that began in Psalm 42. Though separated as its own psalm, it echoes the same longing, discouragement, and inner dialogue. The psalmist feels oppressed, misunderstood, and distant from the place of worship. Yet instead of remaining in despair, he turns deliberately toward God, asking not merely for relief, but for guidance.

This psalm shifts the focus from questioning God’s presence to actively seeking God’s leading.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Psalm 43

Prayer for Deliverance.

     1Vindicate me, O God, and plead my case against an ungodly nation;
O deliver me from the deceitful and unjust man!

      2For You are the God of my strength; why have You rejected me?
Why do I go mourning because of the oppression of the enemy?

      3O send out Your light and Your truth, let them lead me;
Let them bring me to Your holy hill
And to Your dwelling places.

      4Then I will go to the altar of God,
To God my exceeding joy;
And upon the lyre I shall praise You, O God, my God.

      5Why are you in despair, O my soul?
And why are you disturbed within me?
Hope in God, for I shall again praise Him,
The help of my countenance and my God.

Reflection on Psalm 43:
The psalm opens with a plea for vindication. The psalmist feels surrounded by deceit and injustice and looks to God as his defense. Yet even as he asks for deliverance, the prayer quickly deepens. His greatest desire is not simply to escape hardship, but to be led back into God’s presence.

The request is striking: “Send out Your light and Your truth.” Light and truth are not abstract ideas here — they are guides. The psalmist understands that what he needs most is God’s direction. He longs to be led to God’s holy hill, the place of worship and communion, where joy is restored and praise flows freely.

As the psalm moves forward, confidence begins to rise. The psalmist anticipates returning to the altar, offering praise, and rejoicing in God once again. Circumstances may not have changed yet, but hope has taken root.

The psalm ends with a familiar refrain: “Why are you in despair, O my soul?” This repetition is intentional. Faith does not deny discouragement — it confronts it with truth. The psalmist speaks hope to his own soul, anchoring his heart in God’s faithfulness.

Psalm 43 reminds us that when God feels distant, the path forward is not resignation, but pursuit. God’s light and truth still lead, still guide, and still bring His people home.

Application:

  • Ask God to lead you, not just to rescue you.

  • Seek God’s light and truth when emotions cloud your way forward.

  • Return to worship even when joy feels distant.

  • Speak hope to your soul instead of surrendering to despair.

  • Trust that God’s presence restores joy in His perfect time.

Closing Prayer:
Father, send out Your light and Your truth to guide my steps. When my heart feels weary or discouraged, lead me back into Your presence. Restore my joy, steady my hope, and teach me to trust You as my defender and my God. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


Do you know for sure if you will go to heaven or hell when you die? Are you experiencing in your life the peace and joy of a personal relationship with our Creator and Father? Learn more about salvation through The Message of the Cross.

Doing Right Even When It Costs You (Genesis 39:11-23)

Have you ever done the right thing — only to suffer for it anyway?

Key Verse:
“But the LORD was with Joseph and extended kindness to him, and gave him favor in the sight of the chief jailer.” —Genesis 39:21 NASB

Background Context:
After repeatedly resisting temptation, Joseph is falsely accused by Potiphar’s wife. Her accusation is believed without investigation, and Joseph is thrown into prison. From a human perspective, Joseph’s situation could not be more unjust: he chose righteousness, yet suffered severe consequences.

Yet Scripture once again emphasizes a crucial truth — the LORD was with Joseph. Though stripped of freedom, Joseph is not stripped of God’s presence. Even in prison, God continues to bless Joseph’s faithfulness and prepares him for what lies ahead.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Genesis 39:11-23

11Now it happened one day that he went into the house to do his work, and none of the men of the household was there inside. 12She caught him by his garment, saying, “Lie with me!” And he left his garment in her hand and fled, and went outside. 13When she saw that he had left his garment in her hand and had fled outside, 14she called to the men of her household and said to them, “See, he has brought in a Hebrew to us to make sport of us; he came in to me to lie with me, and I screamed. 15“When he heard that I raised my voice and screamed, he left his garment beside me and fled and went outside.” 16So she left his garment beside her until his master came home. 17Then she spoke to him with these words, “The Hebrew slave, whom you brought to us, came in to me to make sport of me; 18and as I raised my voice and screamed, he left his garment beside me and fled outside.”

Joseph Imprisoned

      19Now when his master heard the words of his wife, which she spoke to him, saying, “This is what your slave did to me,” his anger burned. 20So Joseph’s master took him and put him into the jail, the place where the king’s prisoners were confined; and he was there in the jail. 21But the LORD was with Joseph and extended kindness to him, and gave him favor in the sight of the chief jailer. 22The chief jailer committed to Joseph’s charge all the prisoners who were in the jail; so that whatever was done there, he was responsible for it. 23The chief jailer did not supervise anything under Joseph’s charge because the LORD was with him; and whatever he did, the LORD made to prosper.

Reflection on Genesis 39:11–23:
Joseph’s integrity leads directly to injustice. He flees from sin, leaving behind his cloak, only to have that very evidence used against him. This moment teaches a hard but vital lesson: obedience to God does not guarantee immediate reward or protection from suffering.

Joseph is powerless to defend himself. His voice is not recorded. His character, proven over time, is overshadowed by a false accusation. Yet God does not intervene to prevent the prison — instead, He enters it with Joseph.

The text repeats a phrase we have already seen: “The LORD was with Joseph.” God’s presence does not remove hardship, but it transforms it. In prison, Joseph once again serves faithfully. He does not grow bitter or withdraw. He works diligently, and God grants him favor with the chief jailer.

Soon, Joseph is entrusted with responsibility even behind bars. What looks like a setback is actually preparation. God is shaping Joseph’s character, endurance, and leadership for a role far greater than Joseph can yet imagine.

This passage reassures us that God is never absent in unjust suffering. Silence does not mean abandonment. Delay does not mean denial. God is working even when obedience seems costly and unseen.

Genesis 39 ends not with Joseph’s release, but with his faithfulness intact. God’s purposes are still unfolding — quietly, patiently, and powerfully.

Application:

  • Choose righteousness even when it costs you. Obedience honors God regardless of outcome.

  • Trust God in injustice. He sees what others ignore or distort.

  • Remain faithful in confinement. God can work powerfully even in restricted circumstances.

  • Resist bitterness. Suffering does not have to harden your heart.

  • Serve where you are. Faithfulness in small places prepares you for greater ones.

  • Remember God’s presence. He is with you in every trial.

Closing Prayer:
Father, when doing what is right leads to suffering, help me trust You instead of growing bitter. Remind me that You are with me even in injustice and silence. Give me strength to remain faithful, humble, and obedient in every circumstance. Use my trials to shape my character and prepare me for Your purposes. I place my trust in You, knowing You never abandon Your people. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Trusting God in the Storm (Psalm 31)

When life feels out of control, where do you place your trust?

Key Verse:
“But as for me, I trust in You, O Lord, I say, ‘You are my God.’ My times are in Your hand.” —Psalm 31:14–15 NASB

Background Context:
Psalm 31 was written by David during a time of great distress — likely when he was fleeing from Saul or later facing betrayal by those close to him. Surrounded by danger, rejected by some he once trusted, David cries out for deliverance and strength. Yet, in the midst of fear and anguish, this psalm rises as a bold declaration of faith. David refuses to let despair define him. Instead, he anchors his hope in the steadfast character of God — his refuge, fortress, and redeemer.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Psalm 31

      1In You, O LORD, I have taken refuge;
Let me never be ashamed;
In Your righteousness deliver me.

      2Incline Your ear to me, rescue me quickly;
Be to me a rock of strength,
A stronghold to save me.

      3For You are my rock and my fortress;
For Your name’s sake You will lead me and guide me.

      4You will pull me out of the net which they have secretly laid for me,
For You are my strength.

      5Into Your hand I commit my spirit;
You have ransomed me, O LORD, God of truth.

      6I hate those who regard vain idols,
But I trust in the LORD.

      7I will rejoice and be glad in Your lovingkindness,
Because You have seen my affliction;
You have known the troubles of my soul,

      8And You have not given me over into the hand of the enemy;
You have set my feet in a large place.

      9Be gracious to me, O LORD, for I am in distress;
My eye is wasted away from grief, my soul and my body also.

      10For my life is spent with sorrow
And my years with sighing;
My strength has failed because of my iniquity,
And my body has wasted away.

      11Because of all my adversaries, I have become a reproach,
Especially to my neighbors,
And an object of dread to my acquaintances;
Those who see me in the street flee from me.

      12I am forgotten as a dead man, out of mind;
I am like a broken vessel.

      13For I have heard the slander of many,
Terror is on every side;
While they took counsel together against me,
They schemed to take away my life.

      14But as for me, I trust in You, O LORD,
I say, “You are my God.”

      15My times are in Your hand;
Deliver me from the hand of my enemies and from those who persecute me.

      16Make Your face to shine upon Your servant;
Save me in Your lovingkindness.

      17Let me not be put to shame, O LORD, for I call upon You;
Let the wicked be put to shame, let them be silent in Sheol.

      18Let the lying lips be mute,
Which speak arrogantly against the righteous
With pride and contempt.

      19How great is Your goodness,
Which You have stored up for those who fear You,
Which You have wrought for those who take refuge in You,
Before the sons of men!

      20You hide them in the secret place of Your presence from the conspiracies of man;
You keep them secretly in a shelter from the strife of tongues.

      21Blessed be the LORD,
For He has made marvelous His lovingkindness to me in a besieged city.

      22As for me, I said in my alarm,
“I am cut off from before Your eyes”;
Nevertheless You heard the voice of my supplications
When I cried to You.

      23O love the LORD, all you His godly ones!
The LORD preserves the faithful
And fully recompenses the proud doer.

      24Be strong and let your heart take courage,
All you who hope in the LORD.

The older I get, and the more difficulties I face… the more I find joy in reading, studying, and praying the Psalms. David truly strikes an important note in verses 7-8.

      7I will rejoice and be glad in Your lovingkindness,
Because You have seen my affliction;
You have known the troubles of my soul,

      8And You have not given me over into the hand of the enemy;

Reflection on Psalm 31:
Psalm 31 gives voice to the tension every believer feels at some point — the struggle between fear and faith. David begins with urgency: “In You, O Lord, I have taken refuge; let me never be ashamed.” He feels the weight of his enemies’ threats and the loneliness of abandonment, yet through it all, he clings to the one truth that cannot be shaken — God is faithful.

The heart of the psalm rests in verses 14–15: “But as for me, I trust in You, O Lord… My times are in Your hand.” These words are an act of surrender. David acknowledges that every moment of his life — every success, every trial, every breath — rests in the care of his Creator. Even when his circumstances feel chaotic, he finds peace in knowing God holds the clock of his life.

Throughout the psalm, David moves from crying out to worshiping, from anxiety to assurance. He remembers God’s past faithfulness: “You have not delivered me into the hand of the enemy; You have set my feet in a large place.” (v. 8) His memory of deliverance fuels his faith in the present trial.

David also speaks prophetically — verse 5, “Into Your hand I commit my spirit,” are the very words Yeshua (Jesus) spoke on the cross (Luke 23:46). Through this, we see the ultimate expression of trust — even in death, the Son entrusted Himself fully to the Father.

Psalm 31 teaches us that trusting God does not mean the absence of struggle; it means clinging to Him through the storm. When others abandon us, when our strength runs dry, His hands still hold us firmly.

Application:

  • Remember who holds your life. Your times — every season, every challenge — are safely in God’s hands.

  • Be honest in prayer. Like David, pour out your fear, sorrow, and frustration to God — He can handle your honesty.

  • Choose trust over panic. Faith doesn’t ignore hardship; it chooses to rest in God’s unchanging character despite it.

  • Follow Yeshua’s example of surrender. Commit your spirit, plans, and future to the Father’s care, knowing His hands never fail.

When you feel shaken, remember this truth: even when life seems uncertain, God’s grip is steady. Your times — and every part of your story — remain in His faithful hands.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank You that my life is held securely in Your hands. When fear rises and the path ahead seems uncertain, remind me that You are my refuge and fortress. Help me to trust You completely, to surrender my plans and my timing to Your perfect will. Strengthen my heart to walk in faith, knowing that You are always with me. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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