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Choosing Barabbas Over Jesus (John 18:28-40)

Have you ever felt the tension between standing for truth and going along with the crowd?

Key Verse:
“Jesus answered, ‘My kingdom is not of this world. If My kingdom were of this world, My servants would be fighting so that I would not be handed over to the Jews; but as it is, My kingdom is not of this realm.’” —John 18:36 NASB

Background Context:
After being denied by Peter and questioned by the high priest, Jesus is brought to the Roman governor, Pilate. The religious leaders refuse to enter Pilate’s headquarters to avoid ceremonial defilement during Passover, revealing their obsession with external purity while plotting violence. Pilate questions Jesus about being “King of the Jews.” Jesus responds that His kingdom is not political or earthly but rooted in truth. Pilate, caught between pressure from the crowd and his own uncertainty, declares Jesus innocent yet offers the crowd a choice between releasing Him or the criminal Barabbas. The people choose Barabbas.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

John 18:28-40

Jesus before Pilate

      28Then they led Jesus from Caiaphas into the Praetorium, and it was early; and they themselves did not enter into the Praetorium so that they would not be defiled, but might eat the Passover. 29Therefore Pilate went out to them and said, “What accusation do you bring against this Man?” 30They answered and said to him, “If this Man were not an evildoer, we would not have delivered Him to you.” 31So Pilate said to them, “Take Him yourselves, and judge Him according to your law.” The Jews said to him, “We are not permitted to put anyone to death,” 32to fulfill the word of Jesus which He spoke, signifying by what kind of death He was about to die.

      33Therefore Pilate entered again into the Praetorium, and summoned Jesus and said to Him, “Are You the King of the Jews?” 34Jesus answered, “Are you saying this on your own initiative, or did others tell you about Me?” 35Pilate answered, “I am not a Jew, am I? Your own nation and the chief priests delivered You to me; what have You done?” 36Jesus answered, “My kingdom is not of this world. If My kingdom were of this world, then My servants would be fighting so that I would not be handed over to the Jews; but as it is, My kingdom is not of this realm.” 37Therefore Pilate said to Him, “So You are a king?” Jesus answered, “You say correctly that I am a king. For this I have been born, and for this I have come into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth hears My voice.” 38Pilate said to Him, “What is truth?”
And when he had said this, he went out again to the Jews and said to them, “I find no guilt in Him. 39“But you have a custom that I release someone for you at the Passover; do you wish then that I release for you the King of the Jews?” 40So they cried out again, saying, “Not this Man, but Barabbas.” Now Barabbas was a robber.

Reflection on John 18:28–40:
This passage exposes the frailty of human power and the enduring strength of God’s truth. Pilate, though a governor with authority, is indecisive and swayed by the crowd. The religious leaders, while appearing pious, reveal hardened hearts more concerned with control than justice. The people, given a choice, reject the true King in favor of a criminal.

In contrast, Jesus stands unshaken. He proclaims that His kingdom is not of this world and that He came to testify to the truth. His calmness highlights His sovereignty — He is not a victim of politics but the willing sacrifice fulfilling God’s plan. Pilate’s haunting question, “What is truth?” still echoes today in a world where compromise and relativism often replace conviction.

Application:
Where in your life are you tempted to compromise truth for comfort or acceptance? Like the crowd, we may choose what feels convenient over what is right. Following Christ means standing with Him, even when the world rejects Him. Remember that His kingdom is not built on shifting opinions but on eternal truth.

Closing Prayer:
Lord, thank You for showing us through Jesus’ example that Your kingdom is not of this world. Forgive me for the times I have chosen convenience or compromise over truth. Strengthen me to stand with Christ, even when it is unpopular or costly. May my life bear witness to Your eternal kingdom and the truth that sets us free. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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When Fear Silences Faith (John 18:15-27)

Have you ever stayed quiet about your faith because you were afraid of what others might think?

Key Verse:
“Peter then denied it again, and immediately a rooster crowed.” —John 18:27 NASB

Background Context:
After Jesus’ arrest, He is taken to Annas, the former high priest, for questioning. Meanwhile, Peter and another disciple follow into the courtyard. As Peter warms himself by the fire, he is confronted three times about being one of Jesus’ followers. Each time, he denies it. Just as Jesus had predicted, the rooster crows after Peter’s third denial.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

John 18:15-27

  15Simon Peter was following Jesus, and so was another disciple. Now that disciple was known to the high priest, and entered with Jesus into the court of the high priest, 16but Peter was standing at the door outside. So the other disciple, who was known to the high priest, went out and spoke to the doorkeeper, and brought Peter in. 17Then the slave-girl who kept the door said to Peter, “You are not also one of this man’s disciples, are you?” He said, “I am not.” 18Now the slaves and the officers were standing there, having made a charcoal fire, for it was cold and they were warming themselves; and Peter was also with them, standing and warming himself.

      19The high priest then questioned Jesus about His disciples, and about His teaching. 20Jesus answered him, “I have spoken openly to the world; I always taught in synagogues and in the temple, where all the Jews come together; and I spoke nothing in secret. 21“Why do you question Me? Question those who have heard what I spoke to them; they know what I said.” 22When He had said this, one of the officers standing nearby struck Jesus, saying, “Is that the way You answer the high priest?” 23Jesus answered him, “If I have spoken wrongly, testify of the wrong; but if rightly, why do you strike Me?” 24So Annas sent Him bound to Caiaphas the high priest.

Peter’s Denial of Jesus

      25Now Simon Peter was standing and warming himself. So they said to him, “You are not also one of His disciples, are you?” He denied it, and said, “I am not.” 26One of the slaves of the high priest, being a relative of the one whose ear Peter cut off, said, “Did I not see you in the garden with Him?” 27Peter then denied it again, and immediately a rooster crowed.

Reflection on John 18:15–27:
Peter’s denial stands in sharp contrast to Jesus’ steadfastness. While Jesus openly declares His identity before soldiers and priests, Peter crumbles under the pressure of simple questions. Fear of rejection, ridicule, or danger often tempts us to distance ourselves from Christ, just as it did Peter.

Yet Peter’s story doesn’t end here. Though his failure was painful and public, God’s mercy would later restore him (John 21). This shows us that human weakness is not the final word. God’s grace redeems our failures, turning even our worst denials into opportunities for growth and renewed faith.

Summary Key Points:

  • Jesus remains faithful while Peter falters in fear.

  • Denying Christ can happen in subtle ways—through silence, compromise, or avoidance.

  • God’s mercy restores us when we repent and return to Him.

Application:
Think about moments when you’ve avoided standing with Christ—whether in conversations, decisions, or actions. Bring those moments to God and ask Him to forgive and strengthen you. Like Peter, you can be restored and emboldened to live courageously for Jesus.

Closing Prayer:
Lord, I confess that I have sometimes denied You—perhaps not with words, but with silence, fear, or compromise. Forgive me for these failures, and remind me of Your mercy that restores and renews. Give me courage to stand firm in faith, no matter the cost. Thank You for Your unfailing love that meets me even in weakness. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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In Yeshua We Have More Reason to Celebrate God’s Appointed Times

Most Christians today are taught that the appointed times, or Moedim, of Yahweh, are obsolete in Christ… that is if they are taught about them at all. What is interesting is that these same people cling tightly to man-made holidays like Christmas which were never called for biblically and are mixed and mingled with pagan beliefs over a long history in which the holidays evolved. Christ actually lived out the Moedim as an example for us. In Messiah, these are not made irrelevant but actually take on more meaning than before.

The Moedim help us remember what Yahweh has done for us. He is our Creator and Lord. He is all-powerful, all-knowing, and present at all times in all places. Still, He takes time to know each one of us and He loves each one of us as a father. They also point us forward to what is to come.

This time of year is an exciting time to learn about and celebrate the fall Moedim, Yom Teruah (Day of Trumpets), Yom Kippur (Day of Atonement), and Sukkot (aka Tabernacles or Festival of Booths).  I will not attempt to discuss all the details in this post, but I will point out at a high level some quick observations how these have more meaning to remind us what is coming.

The day of trumpets reminds us that Christ will return and we should prepare ourselves. Yom Kippur reminds us to make atonement, recognizing that we are sinners and need Christ to be reconciled with the Father. Sukkot celebrates the return of the King, that Yeshua will come back and He will dwell among us.

I will post more about each appointed time as we get closer, but I would encourage each of you to start studying now and commit to learn more and celebrate.

You may find yourself asking, “Why are appointed times so important to God? The church has not taught me to celebrate it.” God tells us why it is important to Him in an example pertaining to Passover.

Exodus 13:1-16

8“You shall tell your son on that day, saying, ‘It is because of what the LORD did for me when I came out of Egypt.’ 9“And it shall serve as a sign to you on your hand, and as a reminder on your forehead, that the law of the LORD may be in your mouth; for with a powerful hand the LORD brought you out of Egypt. 10“Therefore, you shall keep this ordinance at its appointed time from year to year.

and again…

14“And it shall be when your son asks you in time to come, saying, ‘What is this?’ then you shall say to him, ‘With a powerful hand the LORD brought us out of Egypt, from the house of slavery. 15‘It came about, when Pharaoh was stubborn about letting us go, that the LORD killed every firstborn in the land of Egypt, both the firstborn of man and the firstborn of beast. Therefore, I sacrifice to the LORD the males, the first offspring of every womb, but every firstborn of my sons I redeem.’ 16“So it shall serve as a sign on your hand and as phylacteries on your forehead, for with a powerful hand the LORD brought us out of Egypt.”

The appointed times are not just for Jewish people who don’t believe in Christ as Messiah. They take on even more meaning through Messiah and help us draw nearer to the Lord. We could have a longer discussion on how to celebrate today, but for today I am really focused on encouraging you to read and study more, to embrace God’s holy days and learn more about them. God said we should, and he has great ideas. Once we make the decision to do it, then we take the next step and begin to study how… that is the journey my family and I are on today. We find joy in seeking to better understand our relationship with YHWH through studying and celebrating his appointed times.

Do take care that you don’t celebrate the Moedim because it is “required”. As the temple and the priests are not available, we can not celebrate in a fully biblical manner. Rather, let us use this as an opportunity simply to glorify Yahweh, grow our relationship with Him, and delight in Him.

Here are a few resources where you can learn more about the Moedim, the Creator’s calendar (often called the “Jewish” calendar), and given this time of year, Yom Teruah, Yom Kippurim, and Sukkot in particular.

I invite you to pray with me:

Father, please lead me in understanding and embracing Your ways. open my eyes to the wonderful ways of Your law and to Your appointed times. Let me not rely on the teaching of man or traditions of my family in prior generations, but rather on Your word. Lead others to celebrate Your appointed times across our country and let it draw us closer to You. Amen. 


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The Glory of Restraint (Proverbs 25)

True wisdom shows itself in how we speak, act, and wait on God’s timing. Have you ever regretted words you spoke too quickly?

Key Verse:
“Like apples of gold in settings of silver is a word spoken at the proper time.” —Proverbs 25:11 NASB

Background Context:
Proverbs 25 begins a new section of Solomon’s sayings, copied by the men of King Hezekiah. These proverbs emphasize self-control, humility, and the power of words. They use vivid images — like refined silver, stormy winds, or cool water — to show how wisdom should shape ordinary life. The focus here is practical: how to handle conflict, speak carefully, avoid pride, and honor God through daily choices.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Proverbs 25

Similitudes, Instructions

1These also are proverbs of Solomon which the men of Hezekiah, king of Judah, transcribed.

2It is the glory of God to conceal a matter,
But the glory of kings is to search out a matter.

3As the heavens for height and the earth for depth,
So the heart of kings is unsearchable.

4Take away the dross from the silver,
And there comes out a vessel for the smith;

5Take away the wicked before the king,
And his throne will be established in righteousness.

6Do not claim honor in the presence of the king,
And do not stand in the place of great men;

7For it is better that it be said to you, “Come up here,”
Than for you to be placed lower in the presence of the prince,
Whom your eyes have seen.

8Do not go out hastily to argue your case;
Otherwise, what will you do in the end,
When your neighbor humiliates you?

9Argue your case with your neighbor,
And do not reveal the secret of another,

10Or he who hears it will reproach you,
And the evil report about you will not pass away.

11Like apples of gold in settings of silver
Is a word spoken in right circumstances.

12Like an earring of gold and an ornament of fine gold
Is a wise reprover to a listening ear.

13Like the cold of snow in the time of harvest
Is a faithful messenger to those who send him,
For he refreshes the soul of his masters.

14Like clouds and wind without rain
Is a man who boasts of his gifts falsely.

15By forbearance a ruler may be persuaded,
And a soft tongue breaks the bone.

16Have you found honey? Eat only what you need,
That you not have it in excess and vomit it.

17Let your foot rarely be in your neighbor’s house,
Or he will become weary of you and hate you.

18Like a club and a sword and a sharp arrow
Is a man who bears false witness against his neighbor.

19Like a bad tooth and an unsteady foot
Is confidence in a faithless man in time of trouble.

20Like one who takes off a garment on a cold day, or like vinegar on soda,
Is he who sings songs to a troubled heart.

21If your enemy is hungry, give him food to eat;
And if he is thirsty, give him water to drink;

22For you will heap burning coals on his head,
And the LORD will reward you.

23The north wind brings forth rain,
And a backbiting tongue, an angry countenance.

24It is better to live in a corner of the roof
Than in a house shared with a contentious woman.

25Like cold water to a weary soul,
So is good news from a distant land.

26Like a trampled spring and a polluted well
Is a righteous man who gives way before the wicked.

27It is not good to eat much honey,
Nor is it glory to search out one’s own glory.

28Like a city that is broken into and without walls
Is a man who has no control over his spirit.

Reflection on Proverbs 25:11:
Wisdom doesn’t just lie in what we say but when and how we say it. Solomon compares a timely word to “apples of gold in settings of silver” — an image of beauty, value, and craftsmanship. Just as fine art requires patience and precision, so does speaking wisely.

This chapter also urges restraint. Verse 28 warns that a person without self-control is like a city with broken walls — vulnerable and exposed. Wisdom calls us to humility before kings, gentleness in correction, and faithfulness in relationships. Together, these verses remind us that the small choices of our daily conduct reveal whether we walk in God’s wisdom or in folly.

Application:
Think of a situation where your words or actions carry weight — at work, at home, or in a friendship. Are you rushing to speak, or are you waiting for the right time to speak truth with love? Ask the Holy Spirit to guide your tongue and strengthen your self-control so your life reflects wisdom rather than impulse.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank You for the wisdom of Your Word that guides even the ordinary parts of my life. Help me to speak words that build up, not tear down, and to wait for the right time to speak truth in love. Teach me humility, patience, and self-control so that my life may reflect Your wisdom to others. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Yom Kippur Reflections: Scriptural Depths for Atonement and Repentance

As Yom Kippur approaches, it’s vital to embrace the profound spiritual significance this day holds. This sacred occasion is more than a day of fasting; it is a day of introspection, repentance, and seeking reconciliation with our Creator through the atonement provided by Yeshua.

Beyond the fast lies a deeper calling on Yom Kippur: to humble ourselves wholly before God, reflecting deeply on our lives through His Word.”

Heartfelt Repentance: Yom Kippur offers us a chance to reflect on our spiritual journey, acknowledging our sins and turning away from them. This day isn’t about external rituals like avoiding leather shoes or perfume; it’s about an internal transformation—a genuine humbling of our hearts before God.

Scriptural Guidance: A friend recently shared how scripture profoundly impacts her family’s observance of Yom Kippur, and I am compelled to pass on that wisdom. Each scripture not only guides us but also molds our understanding of true repentance and divine forgiveness.

  • Daniel 9:4-19 (Daniel): Daniel’s heartfelt prayer and confession reveal the intensity of true repentance and the earnest seeking of God’s mercy and forgiveness.
  • 1 Chronicles 16:8-38 (David): This Psalm of Thanksgiving reminds us of the joy and gratitude that accompanies the acknowledgment of God’s ongoing works and promises.
  • 1 Samuel 2:1-10 (Hannah): Hannah’s song exalts God’s holiness and sovereignty, emphasizing that true strength and victories in life come from Him.
  • Luke 1:46-55 (Mary): Mary’s song reflects deep spiritual insight into God’s care for the humble and His mighty deeds for those who fear Him.

Additional scriptures you may find enriching:

Embracing the Days of Awe: As we live out the ten Days of Awe leading up to Yom Kippur, let these scriptures not just be read but deeply pondered. Allow them to stir a renewal within, guiding each of us closer to the heart of God.

Additional Resources: For those eager to delve deeper into the meaning of Yom Kippur and how it interlinks with other scriptural teachings, here are some resources:

 

  • JacobsTent.org is a fellowship that meets in Tennessee and live streams events for Moedim and regular Sabbath services weekly. It is more than just a study, but brings you in to be part of a fellowship worshipping and learning together.

Conclusion: Yom Kippur is a divine invitation to come closer to our Creator, to examine our lives through the lens of His Word, and to embrace His forgiveness and grace fully. Let’s use this time to reflect, repent, and rejoice in the redemption Yeshua offers.

Call to Action: Begin your preparations for Yom Kippur by selecting one or two of the suggested scriptures to study each day. Share these insights with family or a study group, discussing how these truths affect your spiritual walk.

Closing Prayer: Heavenly Father, as we approach Yom Kippur, we seek to humble ourselves truly before You. Thank You for the gift of atonement through Yeshua, allowing us to come boldly yet humbly before Your throne. May Your Word light our paths, and may our spirits be aligned with Your will. Help us to live out the repentance You desire, transforming our lives to reflect Your holiness. Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Preparing Our Hearts for Yom Kippur: Reflective Scripture Readings

The period from Yom Teruah to Yom Kippur, often referred to as the Days of Awe, is a sacred time intended for deep reflection and repentance. As we approach Yom Kippur, it’s essential to come before God with a humble and contrite heart, acknowledging our sins and recognizing the profound gift of forgiveness offered through Yeshua.

“In these Days of Awe, let’s turn our hearts to Scripture, allowing God’s word to mold us and draw us nearer to Him.”

The Importance of Reflection:
Yom Kippur is not just about seeking forgiveness; it’s about recognizing the immense sacrifice Yeshua made on our behalf. It’s a day to celebrate the grace we’ve received—grace we could never earn. This holy day calls us to humility and gratitude, reminding us of the cost of our redemption.

Scripture Readings for Yom Kippur Preparation:
To enrich your observance of Yom Kippur, consider the following Scripture readings leading up to the day. These passages help set our minds on the themes of atonement, repentance, and God’s unfailing mercy:

Using Resources Wisely:
As you explore these scriptures, remember to discern between biblical instruction and traditional practices. While tradition can enrich our understanding, Scripture should always guide our observance:

 

  • JacobsTent.org is a fellowship that meets in Tennessee and live streams events for Moedim and regular Sabbath services weekly. It is more than just a study, but brings you in to be part of a fellowship worshipping and learning together.

Conclusion:
As we engage with these scriptures, let us approach Yom Kippur not with a spirit of fear but with a heart filled with gratitude for the grace and forgiveness that Yeshua has extended to us. Let this time be one of genuine reflection, leading to real change in our lives as we align more closely with God’s will.

Call to Action:
Begin your preparation for Yom Kippur today by choosing one or more scriptures from the list to study each day. Share insights with your family or study group, and come together to discuss how these truths impact your walk with Christ.

Closing Prayer:
Father, as we enter the solemn Days of Awe and approach Yom Kippur, we thank You for the forgiveness and new life found in Yeshua. Help us to study Your Word with open hearts and minds, ready to be transformed. Let us hold fast to what is scriptural, using tradition wisely to enhance our understanding but not to overshadow Your truth. Guide us in true repentance and lead us into a more profound relationship with You. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Yom Kippur: A Day to Reflect, Repent, and Reconnect with God

“While many holidays today emphasize fun and festivity, Yom Kippur invites us to a profound solemnity and reflection on our spiritual state. It’s a day that strips away the distractions, calling us back to the heart of our faith.”

In the hustle of modern life, significant meanings behind many observances can become diluted. Thanksgiving, for example, has largely shifted from a solemn day of genuine gratitude to a day dominated by parades, football, and feasting. Similarly, Yom Kippur, a day set by God for atonement and humility, holds a crucial spiritual significance that often goes unappreciated.

The Essence of Yom Kippur:
Yom Kippur, the Day of Atonement, is one of the most sacred days in the biblical calendar, emphasized in Leviticus 23:25-32. It’s a day ordained by God for self-examination, repentance, and reconciliation with Him. Unlike any other holiday, Yom Kippur demands total cessation of work and complete focus on our spiritual state, offering a chance to align more closely with God’s desires for our lives.

  • Sabbath of Solemn Rest: Yom Kippur is a Sabbath of complete rest, where no work is done, and the soul is humbled through fasting and prayer.
  • Call to Atonement: It is a time to reflect deeply on our sins and seek God’s forgiveness, facilitated by the sacrifice Yeshua made on our behalf, fulfilling the atonement once symbolized by the temple rituals.

Yeshua’s Fulfillment of Yom Kippur: Yeshua, our Messiah, did not abolish these holy days but fulfilled them in a way that deepens their meaning. His sacrifice on the cross was the ultimate atonement for our sins, bridging the gap that no human effort could span, as highlighted in Romans 3:10, reminding us of our universal need for divine grace.

  • Bridge to Righteousness: Just as none could jump across the Grand Canyon, none of us can achieve righteousness on our own. Yeshua acts as our bridge, fulfilling the law and granting us access to the Father through His grace.

Practical Observance Tips:

  • Focus on Scripture: Always validate traditions and additional practices against the Scriptures. Begin with the biblical text and understand the foundation before exploring traditional observances.
  • Community and Fellowship: Engage with communities like JacobsTent.org that observe these days with understanding and reverence.
  • Embrace Spiritual Growth: Allow Yom Kippur to be a step in your spiritual journey. Don’t worry about mastering all practices at once but grow in your observance year by year.

Resources for Further Study:

Conclusion: As we approach Yom Kippur, let us embrace this opportunity not just as a tradition but as a meaningful reflection on our personal relationship with God. Let this day be a time to renew our commitment to live according to His ways, thankful for the grace provided through Yeshua.

Call to Action: Commit to observing Yom Kippur this year with a heart open to God’s refining work in your life. Take time away from the usual distractions to reflect on His Word, repent, and pray for deeper communion with Him.

Closing Prayer: Father, as I observe Yom Kippur, I humbly come before You acknowledging my sins and seeking Your forgiveness. Thank You for the gift of atonement through Yeshua, who has reconciled me to You. Guide me in living a life that reflects this grace and leads others to Your truth. Strengthen Your church to embrace Your appointed times with wisdom and reverence. In Yeshua’s name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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The Lamb Who Willingly Surrenders (John 18:1-14)

Jesus was not overpowered—He willingly gave Himself to fulfill the Father’s will.

Key Verse:
“So Jesus said to Peter, ‘Put the sword into the sheath; the cup which the Father has given Me, shall I not drink it?’” —John 18:11 NASB

Background Context:
After His prayer in John 17, Jesus crosses the Kidron Valley with His disciples to a garden—likely Gethsemane. Judas arrives with soldiers and officers to arrest Him. Yet rather than being overwhelmed, Jesus steps forward with authority, declaring “I am He.” The soldiers fall back at His words. He protects His disciples, fulfills prophecy, and rebukes Peter for resisting with violence. Jesus willingly surrenders, knowing He is walking into suffering according to the Father’s plan.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

John 18:1-14

Judas Betrays Jesus

      1When Jesus had spoken these words, He went forth with His disciples over the ravine of the Kidron, where there was a garden, in which He entered with His disciples. 2Now Judas also, who was betraying Him, knew the place, for Jesus had often met there with His disciples. 3Judas then, having received the Roman cohort and officers from the chief priests and the Pharisees, came there with lanterns and torches and weapons. 4So Jesus, knowing all the things that were coming upon Him, went forth and said to them, “Whom do you seek?” 5They answered Him, “Jesus the Nazarene.” He said to them, “I am He.” And Judas also, who was betraying Him, was standing with them. 6So when He said to them, “I am He,” they drew back and fell to the ground. 7Therefore He again asked them, “Whom do you seek?” And they said, “Jesus the Nazarene.” 8Jesus answered, “I told you that I am He; so if you seek Me, let these go their way,” 9to fulfill the word which He spoke, “Of those whom You have given Me I lost not one.” 10Simon Peter then, having a sword, drew it and struck the high priest’s slave, and cut off his right ear; and the slave’s name was Malchus. 11So Jesus said to Peter, “Put the sword into the sheath; the cup which the Father has given Me, shall I not drink it?”

Jesus before the Priests

12So the Roman cohort and the commander and the officers of the Jews, arrested Jesus and bound Him, 13and led Him to Annas first; for he was father-in-law of Caiaphas, who was high priest that year. 14Now Caiaphas was the one who had advised the Jews that it was expedient for one man to die on behalf of the people.

Reflection on John 18:1–14:
This passage reminds us that Jesus’ arrest was not a tragedy of weakness but an act of obedience. Even in betrayal, He demonstrates divine authority—His declaration of identity makes armed soldiers stumble back. He ensures His disciples are spared, showing His shepherd’s care.

Peter’s impulsive use of the sword highlights human misunderstanding. He still thinks Jesus’ kingdom will advance by force. But Jesus redirects him: the cup of suffering must be accepted. God’s plan of redemption required His Son to be bound and led away like a lamb to the slaughter.

In this moment, we see both Jesus’ sovereignty and His submission. He is not a victim but the willing sacrifice who yields to the Father’s will for our salvation.

Application:
When trials come, do you resist with human strength like Peter, or submit to God’s will like Jesus? Sometimes obedience means accepting a cup we would rather avoid. But like Christ, we can trust the Father’s plan is good and necessary. His example calls us to faith, surrender, and courage even in the face of betrayal or suffering.

Closing Prayer:
Father, thank You for the example of Jesus, who faced betrayal and suffering with courage and obedience. Teach me to trust Your plan when I face trials, not to fight in my own strength but to walk in faith. Help me to surrender my will to Yours, knowing that You work all things for Your glory and my salvation. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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Bitterness or Repentance? (Genesis 27:30-46)

Without repentance, sorrow turns into bitterness—and bitterness into sin.

Key Verse:
“Esau said to his father, ‘Do you have only one blessing, my father? Bless me, even me also, O my father.’ So Esau lifted his voice and wept.” —Genesis 27:38 NASB

Background Context:
After Jacob receives Isaac’s blessing through deception, Esau returns and discovers what has happened. Isaac trembles, realizing God’s will has been accomplished despite his own intentions. Esau cries out for a blessing but receives only a word of hardship and servitude. Instead of repenting for despising his birthright earlier (Genesis 25) and his ungodly choices (Genesis 26), Esau hardens his heart. His grief turns to anger, and he plots to kill Jacob. Rebekah, fearful for Jacob’s life, urges him to flee to her brother Laban.

(Continued and expanded after scripture.)

Genesis 27:30-46

The Stolen Blessing

      30Now it came about, as soon as Isaac had finished blessing Jacob, and Jacob had hardly gone out from the presence of Isaac his father, that Esau his brother came in from his hunting. 31Then he also made savory food, and brought it to his father; and he said to his father, “Let my father arise and eat of his son’s game, that you may bless me.” 32Isaac his father said to him, “Who are you?” And he said, “I am your son, your firstborn, Esau.” 33Then Isaac trembled violently, and said, “Who was he then that hunted game and brought it to me, so that I ate of all of it before you came, and blessed him? Yes, and he shall be blessed.” 34When Esau heard the words of his father, he cried out with an exceedingly great and bitter cry, and said to his father, “Bless me, even me also, O my father!” 35And he said, “Your brother came deceitfully and has taken away your blessing.” 36Then he said, “Is he not rightly named Jacob, for he has supplanted me these two times? He took away my birthright, and behold, now he has taken away my blessing.” And he said, “Have you not reserved a blessing for me?” 37But Isaac replied to Esau, “Behold, I have made him your master, and all his relatives I have given to him as servants; and with grain and new wine I have sustained him. Now as for you then, what can I do, my son?” 38Esau said to his father, “Do you have only one blessing, my father? Bless me, even me also, O my father.” So Esau lifted his voice and wept.

      39Then Isaac his father answered and said to him,
“Behold, away from the fertility of the earth shall be your dwelling,
And away from the dew of heaven from above.

      40“By your sword you shall live,
And your brother you shall serve;
But it shall come about when you become restless,
That you will break his yoke from your neck.”

      41So Esau bore a grudge against Jacob because of the blessing with which his father had blessed him; and Esau said to himself, “The days of mourning for my father are near; then I will kill my brother Jacob.” 42Now when the words of her elder son Esau were reported to Rebekah, she sent and called her younger son Jacob, and said to him, “Behold your brother Esau is consoling himself concerning you by planning to kill you. 43“Now therefore, my son, obey my voice, and arise, flee to Haran, to my brother Laban! 44“Stay with him a few days, until your brother’s fury subsides, 45until your brother’s anger against you subsides and he forgets what you did to him. Then I will send and get you from there. Why should I be bereaved of you both in one day?”

      46Rebekah said to Isaac, “I am tired of living because of the daughters of Heth; if Jacob takes a wife from the daughters of Heth, like these, from the daughters of the land, what good will my life be to me?”

Reflection on Genesis 27:30–46:
This passage shows the devastating ripple effects of sin within a family. Isaac, Rebekah, Jacob, and Esau each contributed: favoritism, scheming, deception, and contempt for God’s ways. The result is division and heartbreak.

Esau’s response is especially telling. He weeps bitterly, but his sorrow is not repentance. Hebrews 12:16–17 later warns that Esau, though he sought the blessing with tears, found no place for true repentance. His heart remained fixed on blaming Jacob, not acknowledging his own rejection of God’s covenant. Instead of humbling himself, he nurtured hatred and planned murder.

Isaac, however, trembled greatly—not because he was fooled, but because he realized that God’s sovereign will had been carried out despite his own desire to bless Esau. In that moment, Isaac stopped resisting and confirmed Jacob’s blessing (v. 33).

The weight of this scene reminds us that God’s blessings are not casual. To despise them is to despise Him. And without repentance, bitterness consumes us and leads only to more sin.

Application:
When you experience loss or disappointment, do you respond like Esau with blame and bitterness, or like Isaac with surrender to God’s will? True repentance requires us to take responsibility for our choices and turn back to God. Let Esau’s tears be a warning—sorrow without repentance produces only more sin. Choose instead to humble yourself and trust God’s purposes, even when they overturn your own plans.

Closing Prayer:
Lord, protect me from bitterness when things do not go my way. Help me to recognize and repent of my own sins rather than shifting blame to others. Give me the humility to accept Your will, even when it differs from my desires. Teach me to trust in Your sovereignty and to walk in faith, not resentment. In Jesus’ name, Amen.

May the grace and peace of our Lord, Yeshua, be with you.

John Golda


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